Ever since I turned 18, I've had mad struggles with my weight. It's funny aswell because I've always been self conscious about my weight whatever age (hard to believe by some of my facebook pictures), however I look back on pictures and think wow, I was so slim and I never knew it!! However now, It's obvious to me when I put on the pounds, and I HATE it.
This was me when I was around 16. Trust me, I do NOT have that stomach anymore.
I do not have the same anything anymore to be honest :/
The best time of my life I'd say was a few months ago when I had a good job, and had money to pay for a gym membership. Amazing. I was going everyday and felt fit, and didn't even want to eat crappy foods, as I was so motivated to change my lifestyle and get that victoria secret (ish) body!!
Then I lost my job....
Since then I have been extremely low on money. And the pounds have slowly but surly crept back up on me. I've got to the point now, where I feel like its affecting my life more than anything else. I constantly think about my weight, and when I'm walking I feel uncomfortable as my clothes are a tad tighter than usual. ENOUGH!!
I want to diet... for ME.
No one else.
I want to look in the mirror and think daym, who's that sexy lady.
No one needs to change for anyone but themselves.
The Main Bit.
I am going to start off slowly. I've 10 post-it notes on my wardrobe, representing the next 10 days, where I will be on a strict diet of:
- Water (Lots of it, all day)
- Green Tea (Instead of normal tea, which I love, so british)
- Soup (I will post different soups I make, I am new to this but have found a good book to study)
- Veg (I dont like fruit)
- Rice Cakes (Good to snack on)
- Fresh Fish (I cannot ever cut out meat completely)
The reason why I know this is for real and I will not cheat this, Is because I am going to document each day on this blog. If I have to come here at the end of the day and admit to eating rubbish I would be very disappointed :(
I will also be doing various exercises. I will also update you on these. Who needs the gym!!
